Hello there,

Sorry for my english first,

For very recently now, im a girl at home, and i feel so good like this. Im so good when im wearing my sweatrobe,
When i see my legs shaved, i love them, i love me.

But now when im going outside (i keep the socks under pants) as man, i feel so unhappy, so bad.

How can i still go on without feeling shit to be a man now… i mean, its just wears…

Ive always hated do shoppings, but now i check robes on shops by walking the streets, and just that make me i want to be dress in girl mode, and i feel so unhappy, so sad, i want to cry at theses moments.

Do that will pass with the time,
Is it the classic way of the MTF ?
Could i be happy as girl at home, and as man outside ?

I just hope i feel like this, because affirming me to myself with wearings, is new…

Im now home, with my sweatrobe, with you lemmy, and my guitar, and now im good, now i’m…

Ty for the reading,

  • captainlezbian@lemmy.world
    24·
    1 year ago

    It’s unlikely to feel long term satisfaction with living in boymode outside the home. Maybe it can happen, but I haven’t heard of it. And beyond that it sounds like you just aren’t.

    Transitioning as much as you feel the need is generally the only path to happiness if your unhappiness is caused by dysphoria

      • Fiona@feddit.de
        8·
        1 year ago

        Just as a warning: That way of thinking is what delayed my transition for over a decade. I don’t know for certain yet that transition will solve all of my problems, but those ten years were almost certainly less fun than they could have been.